Sunday, September 27, 2009

What is falling in love?

Falling in love is the most wonderful thing in the world.
It is something we can't control, something we people don't understand. That's why people do crazy stuff when they're in love. I have to say though; I admire people who fight for their love. I find them very courageous and brave. I mean, even though there are forces trying to break them apart, they're still there getting back up, standing, fighting, and never gining up. Now that's love. (Sorry back to topic... I was carried away with all these typing about sappy stuffs. Pero diba, nakakakilig pag nakahanap ka ng taong mahal ka, na mahal mo din na ipinaglalaban ang pag-ibig niyo... aww. hahaha ^_^)

So, what is falling in love?

Falling in love, is well, something I can't really explain myself. I mean you’ll just know when you find the person your heart is seeking. It is the thing you feel when the one you love walks by and your heart starts thumping and beating like crazy (you know, like it’s going to explode!). Then you feel all gooey and warm and fuzzy inside. It makes your day you know, just by seeing the person you truly love. It makes you float inside, like your in cloud 9 or something. But there is a downside in this so called “falling in love”. You get hurt, even when the person doesn’t know. You get jealous, without having the right to be. I mean LOVE IS A BATTLEFIELD. You get all heart broken and all the other sad stories you’ve heard over a thousand times. Loving is a lot like sacrificing, and the bitter part of that is the sacrifice that you gave isn’t enough to make the one you love fall in love with you…

Wednesday, September 16, 2009

Some things just never change.

There wasn't a time that she didn't think about him. It was him who was inside her head, begging to be noticed. So she did. Even though her heart was aching and breaking, she never failed to put a smile on her face, so that he wouldn't be suspicious. That was why it seemed that she was okay with him and her girl. She always pretends to be happy for him, always laughing and smiling, but inside, it was slowly beginning to eat her. Whenever she sees him with her, her world was being torn apart. Which happens again and again, and who knows when that will end...

Monday, September 14, 2009

Faith and Patience

As she sees his face, she ends up gazing.
Gazing upon those two, deep, black eyes.
Wondering, hoping, struggling.

Always leaving her breathless,
Making her lifeless,
Every time her eyes meet with his.

Although he never seems to care,
She has always been there,
Waiting for him.

She never seems to lose hope, though.
That someday, he'll realize,
THAT THE RIGHT ONE FOR HIM IS HER.

Friday, September 11, 2009

Caught dead SNATCHING!

Today was the WEIRDEST DAY EVER!

Here's the story.
It was like 12pm or so, and we (Me, Diana, Rona, and Pei Chen) went to CSI square to eat our lunch, because Friday is like our McDo day, so every Friday we go there to eat. After ordering and eating our food, we walked around the place, wherever our feet take us, then we decided to go back to school. We were walking towards the exit, when I suddenly felt something moving inside MY POCKET! I instantly look at at my pocket and there was this woman's hand inside it trying to GET MY PHONE! When I caught her she said "Ay, Ay, Ay!" (could she be any more OBVIOUS?! What a stupid woman! No, she's not a woman but a BITCH! A cheap, lowlife BITCH!) Then, she walked away from us hastily. My heart was literally throbbing after that! What an experience! I really didn't expect that something like that would ever happen to me.

So, here the description of that BITCH.
-wearing a blue blouse, puffy hair (SABOG!), flat-nosed (PANGO!), and dark-skinned.
**I really didn't get a chance to take a good look at her.**

FOR ALL YOU PEOPLE OUT THERE, BE CAREFUL! YOU'LL NEVER KNOW SOMETHING LIKE THIS WOULD HAPPEN, UNLESS IT ALREADY DID HAPPEN.

Tip: NEVER, EVER BE CAREFREE. ALWAYS BE AWARE OF YOUR SURROUNDINGS.

Monday, September 7, 2009

Kim is the MAN!

Kim Lim is her name
Making people laugh is her game
Meeting me is her shame
Because now she is so lame

I love her because she's funny
She is sweet like a candy
She is also dandy
But laughs like crazy

She is a loner
Who stays in one corner
But when I went and talked to her
She immediately became a joker

She's everybody's friend
A good one at that
But no one can replace her
Because she is The MAN!

Only If I Knew

When the day we first met,
I didn't know what hit me,
So I ignored it,
I didn't know what went on,

Years passed by,
I said clearly to myself,
"What do I do now?",
"I think I love him."

Next thing I knew,
I do,
I do love him,
Only If I found it out sooner,

Since the day I laid my eyes on him,
Only If I knew,
But now it's too late,
Because he already left,

Not knowing what I feel,
What I feel for him,
"Yes, I fell for him...",
"I fell for him hard."

Sunday, September 6, 2009

I love this Anime! You better watch it!

Reborn! known as Katekyo Hitman Reborn ( "Katekyō" being a portmanteau of Katei Kyōshi and translated as Home Tutor.)

The Reborn! story revolves around a boy named Tsunayoshi "Tsuna" Sawada, who is chosen to become the Vongola Family's boss due to him being the great-great-great grandson of the first Vongola boss, who had moved to Japan from Italy during his time. Also, the other candidates for the position of the head of the Vongola Family died. For these reasons, Tsuna is the only remaining heir. As such, Timoteo a.k.a. "Vongola IX", the current head of the family, sends Reborn, an infant hitman from Italy, to train Tsuna. Tsuna then unwillingly undergoes training from Reborn. Reborn's main method of teaching Tsuna is the "Dying Will Bullet", which will make the person be "reborn" with a stronger self intent on fulfilling his dying will. Through his experiences, Tsuna unconsciously becomes stronger and more confident, which ultimately makes him better suited as the Vongola Family's boss despite continuing to reject his Mafia inheritance. He also starts making several friendship such as his crush Kyoko Sasagawa.

Tsuna goes through many predicaments in his progress of becoming the Vongola boss including fighting against escaped Mafia convicts posing as Kokuyo Junior High students. Later, The Varia, a rival group of Vongola assassins, claim the right for their boss, Xanxus to be the true Vongola boss, and start a competition to decide it. To defeat the Varia, Reborn recruits most of Tsuna's schoolmates to become the Vongola guardians: Hayato Gokudera, a dynamite expert who wishes to be his right-hand man, Takeshi Yamamoto, a baseball player who thinks the Mafia is a game, Ryohei Sasagawa, the energetic captain of the school boxing club, and Kyoya Hibari, the deadly head prefect. Lambo, a weak infant assassin who came to kill Reborn, and Chrome Dokuro, a girl who has a mental and physical link with the criminal Mukuro Rokudo, joins them as well. Later, after defeating the Varia, Tsuna and his friends are transported to the future where they must face the Millefiore Family, which is annihilating the Vongola.

TRUST ME, this anime is worth watching! I LOVE IT!

-anime <3!

Friday, September 4, 2009

Differences that makes the world go round...

1.) What's difference between giving up, and letting go?
-Letting go, is sacrificing what was rightfully yours.. And giving up, is forgetting what was never yours.

2.) What's the difference between love and a pack of cigarettes?
-Both of them can make you sick, but at least, the cigarette comes with a warning.

3.)What's the difference between like and love?
-Like is... Exactly what it sounds like, having a liking for a person and thinking of them in a positive, possibly romantic way, it can often lead to love, but even more often gets mistaken for love, and that so often leads to pain and heartbreak. Love is... A lot harder to explain, all I have to reference it by is my personal experience, but in my experience, it means caring about that person more than or equally to how much you care for your own life and well being, feeling sad and semi-heartbroken just being apart from them, actually having deep feelings towards them despite logical explanation or all your sensibilities, rather than just the logical thought involved in 'liking' someone. Really, the dividing line between like and love, is that like can be a logical thing, love on the other hand, follows no reason or rules, love is unconditional, like isn't.


Thursday, September 3, 2009

Falling unexpectedly...

The way he looks, the way he speaks, the way he smells, EVERYTHING ABOUT HIM INVITES ME IN! She doesn't know why, but there's something about him, something she wants to discover, out of this curiosity of hers, she didn't expect that she would fall for him.... At first you know, she was just curious of what all the other girls found in him, that they liked him, and then suddenly she was slowly changing, changing the ways how she treated him, she was becoming like the other girls... You know, liking him. But of all that fuss about him, SHE REALLY THINKS SHE'S FALLING FOR HIM. Rather than just liking him. She really didn't imagine that out of her curiosity, something unbearable would come into her life. This so called "LOVE". Yes, love, the strongest thing on earth. And recently, she just realized that, she does, she does love him... <3

Monday, August 31, 2009

A Wonderful Realization

This poem was nominated for "Best Poem 2005," written by an African kid.

When I was born
I'm black
When I grow up
I'm black
When I go in the sun
I'm black
When I'm scared
I'm black
When I'm sick
I'm black
And when I die
I'm still black

You white fella
When you were born
Your pink
When you grow up
Your white
When you go in the sun
Your red
When your cold
Your blue
When your scared
Your yellow
When your sick
Your green
And when you die
Your gray

And you're calling me COLORED?!

^^ Say No To Racism!

Sunday, August 30, 2009

Truths about finding THE ONE

Someday, someone will walk into your life and make you realize it never worked out with anyone else.. BUT, if you kept on waiting and nobody came, it means that you've already let that one pass you by...

There are four people you'll meet in life, first is yourself, second is the one you love most, third is the one who loves you most, and the forth is the one you'll spend the rest of your life with. But, sadly in real life, these three people are usually not the same person. The one you love most, doesn't love you; the one who loves you the most, is never the one you loved most, and the one you spend your life with is never the one you love or the one who loves you most. He/She is just the person who happens to be at the right place at the right time.

Broken hearts

If you want pain,
If you like tears,
If you need sleepless nights and suffering,
then find a friend,
and fall in love.

A heart beak isn't always as loud as an exploding bomb.
Sometimes, it could be as quiet as a feather falling,
and the most painful thing is,
no one hears it but you...

It's never the tears that measure the pain,
sometimes, it's the smile...

Being broken hearted, is like having a broken pair of ribs...
On the outside, it looks like there's nothing wrong, but every breath hurts...

Show the real you

Show everyone who you really are, not just someone who people want you to be! So what if people teases you?BIG DEAL! The thing is you're being REAL. I've experienced these things a lot of times (I mean the teases), but I don't let it get to me, and so should you. Being you, means being true to yourself and to everyone else. Just let things be, and everything should be fine. If there's such a thing as "DYING OF EMBARRASSMENT," trust me, I would've been dead long ago. So go live your life how you want it, don't let people live your life for you. Remember other people doesn't have the permission to make you inferior, only you can make that decision....

Wednesday, August 12, 2009

Simply Invisible

Some days are better
'cause your'e back in my head again
running in my thoughts
and I just can't concentrate.
You said "Hi!" and I didn't even mind
I said Stupid ME!
What was I thinking?
Why didn't I just replied?
And now to my regret,
that decision is haunting me.
I know for a fact that I like you and I know you already have someone.. but thinking that you hurt me, without even knowing makes me angry, but in the back part of my mind, I know I don't have the right to feel that way because you aren't mine and never will be. Even if you tease me, and drive me mad.. I end up being mad at myself
because
.I hate the way I don't hate you.

Thursday, April 23, 2009

The Girl Who Hopes

~She really doesn't know what that is, that gooey, mushy, feeling. Is this only a crush? Or is it already love?~

She is guilty though, of fantasizing. Dreaming about what would've been. They were friends, but not that close. Still, she does hold back when he's around, she does say things she doesn't understand. She just blabs it out, like a hyena bursting with laughter xD.

Well, all she know is, a part of her says, "Go for it, maybe he feels the same...", but a bigger part of her says "Why would he like YOU anyway?, you're nothing special! He could have any girl he likes, and you think you have a chance?" (harsh huh?) :)

But even though she knows he doesn't like her. She's still hoping he would. Hoping that someday, she's the one with him watching the sunset, the one with him sharing an ice cream, and the one with him sharing this temporary life.